Friday, July 16, 2010

She Sits in the Corner


She sits in the corner, with a notebook scribbling, reading, thinking, bleeding, and I wonder why she isn't beautiful when she writes. No lights tonight but the TV is on with the sound turned down and it's hot. She's not drunk but she's drinking wine and not eating the grilled cheese sandwich I made for her with tomatoes in it. I've eaten mine. She'll take her shirt off in a minute and I'll look at her breasts, dripping with sweat, and then I'll probably take the rubbish out and check on our daughter. She asked me once, our little girl, why you can't fill a net with water. I thought the answer was simple at the time, because of the holes in the net, and yet here I am, asking the same and now I think it has more to do with the water, the way it flows, the way it knows where it wants to go.

Now I'm in bed and it dawns on me, while she's out there, left hand tangled in oily hair, right hand clutching the pen too tight. Ever since the night we met she's been swirling around and through my net and when she sits in the corner with her notebook scribbling I can see it in her eyes. The anger and the fear, not hers but mine. She is beautiful, in fact, divine. I am the one who is ugly when she writes.

13 comments:

  1. this was wonderful...that is to say this is wonderful

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  2. Damn. Really like this one.

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  3. You guys just like this one because it's about boobs.

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  4. Damn, rollerfink. You truly have one of the best blogs around.

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  5. dang dude. make ME a fucking sandwich.

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  6. Anonymous10:31 PM

    Yes, I like boobs.

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  7. Don't blame the victim!

    "multio"

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  8. This, damn. You, damn. Sigh. Dang yes. Don't, Tyson!

    Thanks everybody. DJ, it is the best blog because it has a 100% acceptance rate!

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  9. Hey did I mention this post was one of the best blog posts I've read in a while.
    Also, boobs.

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  10. sometimes i wish mine would give me more back scratches.

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  11. mmmmmmmm backscratches. i will pay for you to get your nails did every saturday if you agree to give me a backscratch a couple of times a week.

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