mr. topsy turvy

his life is not a struggle. his marriage is good. his work is fulfilling and his boss is reasonable. he did not have to borrow money from his brother to pay for his daughter's abortion. he is successful. people like him. he is confidant and attractive. his friends ask him where he buys his shirts. he has friends. the membranes in his nostrils have not been worn thin by daily cocaine use. he has made good decisions. he did not have a heart attack when he was 29. he does not have to leave his shoes on the window sill because his feet smell okay. he wants to get out of bed. he does not hate his ugly face. he isn't fat. he is not going to die alone.